You have every reason to be very proud of yourself . It takes a lot of courage to speak out when you know the consequences are discrimination and bigotry against you. You support the doctrine of the Catholic Church when it is now dangerous to do so.You are a shining example of courage to all of us. Sadly the ( too many)clergy who are heretics will pay the price. May your belief in your faith give you consolation, strength andjoy. I am sure it does.Many Catholics all over the world will say prayers for you and support you.God bless you and keep you safe. Thank you.